"Sometimes when you really truly give yourself to somebody, it can completely backfire and you just end up feeling really insecure, really paranoid, jealous, and ugly. It’s from loving someone. If that person isn’t right for you, all those positive emotions that you are trying to put on someone can end up negatively projected back onto yourself. Then you hate yourself for it. You’re searching for something to make you feel good and to be a better person, but you realize how far away you are from being your best self.”
— FKA twigs, from an interview with The Wild Magazine
And so now is the time when I ask myself, “Am I too much?”
4 am. Bob Dylan, Patti Smith, thread and needle, and my father’s old shirt - the one he wore when I was christened. It’s now my turn to wear it.
Oh My God.
Mikel, he did it again.
I’m in love.
Her name’s Elizabeth.
"She said, all your songs are sad songs Why do you always have to make me feel like shit
I said all these songs are love songs. Just love at times can make you feel like shit
Can you write me just one love song? Put my name somewhere in the middle of it.”
It was a Kick-Ass Sunday!!!
It’s 5:38 in the morning, Manila Time, and I have not gotten any sleep yet. It has not stopped raining since yesterday afternoon and I am here at my boyfriend’s house surfing the net while he sleeps because I can’t get [any]. We watched Kick-Ass 2 earlier. I loved it! The reviews were not that good but still I loved it. I love the first one and I had my heart set on loving this second installment no matter what. I watched Savages a few months ago, Aaron Taylor-Johnson looked mature and totally hot and he’s now back at being Kick-Ass looking all nerdy and awkward. I think I love Aaron like I love Michael Cera :) (and I just overused LOVE, well it is a beautiful word)