And so now is the time when I ask myself, “Am I too much?”
4 am. Bob Dylan, Patti Smith, thread and needle, and my father’s old shirt - the one he wore when I was christened. It’s now my turn to wear it.
Oh My God.
Mikel, he did it again.
I’m in love.
Her name’s Elizabeth.
"She said, all your songs are sad songs Why do you always have to make me feel like shit
I said all these songs are love songs. Just love at times can make you feel like shit
Can you write me just one love song? Put my name somewhere in the middle of it.”
It was a Kick-Ass Sunday!!!
It’s 5:38 in the morning, Manila Time, and I have not gotten any sleep yet. It has not stopped raining since yesterday afternoon and I am here at my boyfriend’s house surfing the net while he sleeps because I can’t get [any]. We watched Kick-Ass 2 earlier. I loved it! The reviews were not that good but still I loved it. I love the first one and I had my heart set on loving this second installment no matter what. I watched Savages a few months ago, Aaron Taylor-Johnson looked mature and totally hot and he’s now back at being Kick-Ass looking all nerdy and awkward. I think I love Aaron like I love Michael Cera :) (and I just overused LOVE, well it is a beautiful word)
Rooney by Thomas Whiteside
Girl crushing on Rooney Mara
To borrow a line from one of my favorite films, Scott Pilgrim vs The World,
"I’m in lesbian with [her]" :》
“There’s a life across the river
that was meant for me
Instead I live my life in constant misery”
Laura Marling - Alas I cannot swim
Skyfall skyfall oh I fell today
I fell to my bed excited I forced my eyes shut
for an afternoon rendezvous a coffee a movie
I fell in line and inhaled the sweet aroma in the air when the barista told me
she can’t put salt on my frappe
they ran out and she’s sorry
I fell to my seat inside the dark cinema and tried to keep my eyes wide open
waited for the caffeine to kick in and willed my contact lens
not to bother me this time
I waited for your arms to wrap around me
to show me how much you missed me
the guy beside me displaced my frappe from his previously empty seat
he ate so noisily and checked his phone constantly
he should have been seated somewhere else and not beside me
I wanted to yell at him
to tell him it’s not all right
and to you
with the way you made me feel again
and the way I talked shit matching your shit
afraid my silence will make you disappear
yes I fell some more
but not like the skyfall the double O seven agent did
not like his graceful skyfall
You are free to walk away at whatever point
in the story
makes you uncomfortable.
When the sink breaks,
when the floods come,
when my nails chip,
when my soul is an ocean,
when the food molds,
when he is bleeding in the church bathroom,
when I am melting
and he is still holding on.